Sunday, February 26, 2012
Past
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS! Finally can watch Grey Anatomy Season 8!! Thanks to SK who recommended me that website and now it's finally working. I used to be obsessed to that TV series ever since i saw that on TV. I know is weird that i obsessed to that movie but my ambition is not to be a doctor. I hate doctor since young, i simply don't know why, maybe is because my past caught up with me. I just cant get off with my past. Seriously, it haunted me a lot, especially when i visit hospital.
Puzzle
Everyone wants to be understood. And so do i. It tend to bother me a lot when one's cant understand what i'm trying to tell them. My mum always tell me that if i didn't suffer, i will never learn anything. I know it's true. Yet, i hate to be in pain. I hide my feelings all the time that no one will realized. Therefore, sometimes, i feel worthless. I need love, patience, hugs.... because am a human too!
Life is just like a big puzzle.It really puzzle me A LOT about how to be a nice, perfect person, wondering how to stop complaining about my imperfect life.Now, am still struggling to find the right pieces of jigsaws to complete my life's pictures.
Life is just like a big puzzle.It really puzzle me A LOT about how to be a nice, perfect person, wondering how to stop complaining about my imperfect life.Now, am still struggling to find the right pieces of jigsaws to complete my life's pictures.
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Life isn't easy
My Saturday had just gone. Woke up so early in the morning just for enrollment. When i reached home,went to bed ,but end up staring at the ceiling for the whole hour. So i decided to wake up, surfing the internet again.
Just realized time flies. I'm already entering uni for the second year. But yet, am still complaining about my uni life.Assignments, classes, tutorials really ruin my moods sometimes. I know as a student, study is my job.But somehow, am just so reluctant to study. No motivation to study is always my excuse for being lazy. I know, this is not a good sign and i'm going to improve myself.
My life ain't all sunshine and rainbows. Sometimes, mean and nasty things do happen on me and it really beat me to my knees. Lost.Helpless.Alone surrounding me all the time. I just lost my faith and confidence.I doubted my ability of staying strong too.
Well, i know.It's time to be a grown up and filled with matured thinking. But, it's not easy.I really need some time.
My life isn't easy, and so do you.
Just realized time flies. I'm already entering uni for the second year. But yet, am still complaining about my uni life.Assignments, classes, tutorials really ruin my moods sometimes. I know as a student, study is my job.But somehow, am just so reluctant to study. No motivation to study is always my excuse for being lazy. I know, this is not a good sign and i'm going to improve myself.
My life ain't all sunshine and rainbows. Sometimes, mean and nasty things do happen on me and it really beat me to my knees. Lost.Helpless.Alone surrounding me all the time. I just lost my faith and confidence.I doubted my ability of staying strong too.
Well, i know.It's time to be a grown up and filled with matured thinking. But, it's not easy.I really need some time.
My life isn't easy, and so do you.
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